ATTENTION!

I have a new dA account! i decided rather than going through the majority of my things and deleting them that i would just create a new account with my photography (the good ones not any of my old stuff).

my new account is AJMoon i guarantee that it will be excellent photos.... so please all of you that have been faithfull followers of this account please take a look at my new one when i get things uploaded... which maybe a little while i dunno.

also i will keep this account open still just to do random fun things... my other account is strictly for photography.

Thankyou all!! ♥

i have, in the few years that i have been alive, come to realize that death is imminent.... There is nothing that i or anyone else can do to stop that. The only thing that we can do is look forward to that last step of life so that we also can know eternal glory (or damnation i guess). When that day comes hopefully we too will be brought up to God and come to know the Why? the inner workings of Christ The Almighty. Someday i too will go on to eternal rest in the arms of my father... and in that i will also be able to finally talk to those that have gone before me, i have no problem seeing them for they are always with me... it is understanding what they are trying to say to me is what i am lacking.... Perhaps this is why i am not afraid of death... because i KNOW that there is life afterwards... maybe that is my job IN LIFE, to help others not be afraid of that which they do not understand.

The reason why i say this is because i lost someone very dear to me last night... my dad.... but before he died... almost exactly one week before... i sat down and held his hand and said my goodbye's.... i told him that whenever he was ready to go he could, that those of us he was leaving behind would be okay that we would survive without him but we would miss him terribly.... I also told him that i knew he was afraid to go but that it would be okay because he had family that would come to take him home..... and they did.... i know (because i have seen and felt him) that he is still here... waiting... perhaps to make sure that we will be okay without him or maybe he's waiting untill his funeral so that he can officially be put to rest... i dunno... maybe someday i will find out....

So my birthday is most definetely in like 5 days!!!!

also I just found out last saturday that i am in the play that my college is putting on called Waiting For The Parade, all because I was an understudy and they ended up having to kick one woman off for reasons that I won't say on here.... but the fact that I'm in the play is pretty much awesome!! however the fact that I have untill Wed next week to memorize my lines (i'm a main character) is not awesome and I'm kinda freakin out about it especially because we perform it next thursday, friday and saturday!!!!!

neways see ya later!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

hmmmm..... update.... what to say, what to say..... oh well!!! My photography class is going awesome (although expensive)!!!!! will probably take awhile but will try to get some prints in here!!! So check em out!

other than that... non much goin on.... dad's not doin to well, they say he doesn't have much longer... but we should always keep our hopes up!!! and agknowledge but never dwell on the negative!!! right??!

neways forever busy here so hasta luego darlings!!!!

update!!!! non much happenen here.... getting rdy to co to college.... poor.... that aboot sums it up......